kplspm is out and im not in the list.
sedih?? hihi tak la. sebab i didnt expect much from this program. i never imagined myself teaching. even the interviewer could sense that. haha
but admit that my future seems blurry, make me sad sebab x tersenarai dlm kplspm. a bit. seems like there is no end for this depressing situation. orang akan continuously ask me, bila nak sambung study?. dia mesti gunakan aku sehabis mungkin tuk jaga kedai, jaga cucu dia, cuci kain, masak, the whole household chores mungkin.
lepas ni, memang aku lah insan paling hina di dunia. belajar tinggi2 tapi menganggur jugak. you dun have to say that directly to my face.
aku nak belajar balik.
somehow i hate the memories that i shared with them. i miss them so much, i want to be with them.
i wish there will be someone that understand me and me through this.
i need 500k
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sweetheart... jgn la sedeyh... try another prog. y dun u just further ur ur degree in msia and Godwilling do ur master overc? i know u can do it babe. it's just a matter of place that doesn't give the chance to u. be strong okay! :))
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