BELOVED FRENS

cukup la post yg mencarut2 neh..penat suda..arap2 geng itu x kcau kmi lg.. *smile*

aku teringt plak ngn childhood fren aku,,besfren aku d sabah,,besfren aku d sarawak..apa la kaba drg skrg??ada yg aku jmpa blk,,ada yg x.....huhu~ sdey kot....ni suma psl idup nomad ni;,,abah salu pndah randah..tp xleh slhkn abah..klau abah xkeja pa la family maw mkn huhu~
aku maw cita sal besfren aku dr sklh rndah lg..

1) jeslyn :)
~ aku xda gmba dia,,,sdey ni..ya la,,masa 2 aku bru 9 taun..kmi kwn dr drja 3-6..dia mmg true fren la!aku adore dia bab dia atlit sklh kmi plg cemerlang..dia plg laju antra aku ngn wani (kwn aku jga) dlm 100m.memalukn.haha!*aku try maw overtake dia sbb kmi cma beza bpa 0. bpa saat jak,,tp fail!huhu*kmi clasmate dr taun 3 smpai 4 jak sbb aku msuk klas len..aku bangga & bertuah aku ada dia sbb msa suma clasmate aku pinggir aku,dia & my exclasmte jak kwn ngn aku..drg x ksah pn sal pnyakit aku..dr c2 aku bljr yg hati mnusia ni jgn dinilai ngn kecerdikan mereka..org yg cerdik 2 la sometime xcerdik dlm bab sosial & soal perasaan ni.jeslyn ni salu protect aku jga.kmi salu mkn sma,,buli org sma2,,btugas sma2,,kmi mengganas pn sma2! 2 2 brutal kn..aku rindu dia!aku plg sdey sbb aku ilangkn num dia!lost cntact trus....pa la dia bt skrg?ingt aku x?dia mseh blari ka?aku arap aku jmpa dia lg..

2) priya
~ gadis india yg sweet!dia kwn aku yg baik sgt2!tp sbb dia la aku xpena pkai pinafore sjk drjh 4..dia salu angkat pinafore aku kot!huhu~memalukn.hehe~ kmi clasmate smpai drjh 6 n sma2 tuka klas tym drjh 5.sjak 2,,priya bubah..dia jd mean sgt2..dia salu miru dlm kls smata2 nk klhkn sy..dia ada bt smthg smpai aku sh maw maafkn dia..ntah la..aku lupa suda..dia pena kol aku mnta maaf tp aku ignore..pastu bla aku pndah g kb dia mnta num bru aku..aku xjga lyn dia..jhtnya aku....aku arap aku leh jd kwn dia lg

3) fizri
~ ni bkn besfren aku..this is my ex!hahaaha~sja maw gtaw..ni la laki plg jht!aku arap aku jmpa dia lg n says "hye!!!im hepi without u now!" aish!bf pa dia ni bkn maw dgr ckp aku..trus jump into conclusion bla dgr fitnah liyana (klsmte ku yg salu jeles ngn aku) liyana rmpas bf aku!dush2!

byk lg kwn aku..tp aku lupa suda nma drg..muka jak aku ingt..
p/s : aku ingt lg ada sorg bdak laki ni ska aku smpai bg surat maw kawen ngn aku.eeeuuuw!jwpn matang dr aku,,"kita mseh kecik!"

kwn msa sklh mnengah..
1) jarinah
~besfren aku ni salu melekat ngn aku..dia rajin melawat aku tyme aku form 1 d smk tambulion,kb..pastu msa aku maw msuk mrsm dia plg sdey kot..dia g umah aku siap bwak kek lg..nah!mmg kwn aku plg setia la!hehe~dia backup aku bla ada org kutuk aku..dia mrh spa2 yg maw rmpas crush aku..pdhal crush aku jak pn..haha!bnda plg jht aku pena bt ngn dia bla aku xgtaw pn aku pndah swak..aku xmaw dia sdey n ssh2 g umah aku utk bt parti..aku tipu dia,,,aku ckp aku cuma maw blk krismas jak..mnyesalnya aku......annie jht!!

wilson

2) wilson bernadus
~ dia abg ksygn aku d mrsm kk!nma pgglan wil,sotong (tgn dia tersgt la lembut!bkn pondan k),wilbur,,byk lg la..dia geng nakal aku yg salu buli org..smpai nangis 2 pmpn kmi buli..hahah!sian dia..dia abg omrum aku yg plg protective n caring..aku syg dia!dia sntiasa ada bla aku ada mslh.bla aku cultural shock d mrsm kch pn dia bg kta2 smgt..yeay!u really own special place in my heart!aku arap aku jmpa dia~

3) christy vyra,hadryan,fadzrin
~ ni geng nakal aku jga d mrsm kk..besfren aku..aku syg mereka suma!byk bnda aku share ngn drg n drg xtkut pn maw kwn ngn aku bla taw sal pnyakit aku..they always there whenever i need them!

4) fathin
~ ni geng aku d mrsm kch!the most sporting,caring,good sense of humor n irresplaceable..she means alot to me..myb sbb byk bnda kmi share together;,,aku nangis,dia nangis,aku ketawa,dia ketawa,aku mrh,dia mrh,kmi pnteng kls,kmi pnteng prep,kmi mrh org,kmi pnjat pagar..aku plg syg dia!yg len pn aku syg tp aku plg byk kenangan ngn dia..kmi 2 maw jd model & dia jga pelari pecut cm aku!hehe~dia baik ngn aku..bg kek free,bskut,,mknan..klau ada jak mknn mst ajak aku mana x aku gemok!hahaha!mknn dia sdap sgt~ especially kek choc!kmi 2 pena kna mrh ngn pak guard sbb mjerit sekuat2 ati d pdg..stress sgt2 pa blh bt..hehe...aku rsa aku plg kuat ketawa bla ngn dia & aku blh jd dri aku bla ngn dia..aku mnyanyi,berlakon ngn dia...dia mmg terer la bab2 cmni..dia salu mekapkn aku..aku xpndai la bab2 mekap ni..huhu..aku salu shoppg ngn dia n taste kmi sma..aku xsabar maw jmpa dia bla dia d kl nnt!maw bergossip ngn dia!

nadzirah

5) nadzirah,naim,cindy,bibi,mon,del,miana,mel,irene,babe,jac,olie,alma
~ni suma geng aku d mrsm kch...drg baikkkk sgt2!n hot2 belaka!

6)ila,nana,aisya,mud,alma,nad,tasya,noryang
~ila c penjht!ska buli org tp dia baik sbnrnya...photogedik 2 mmg sifat semulajd dia...dr jaoh lg leh dgr bnyi camera dia..haha~nana,,,bdak innocent pena aku jmpa..sporting n jga mkn..diet je keje dia ngn ila msa kt kmkn..salu ajak kmi mkn bla mak dia dtg..aisya,,ni lg sorg photogedik!haha~ske amek gmba..tp ila lg teruk la..dia baik n lembut (jgn prasan aisya!) dia stylish taw!haha~mud,,,ni penjht no2..haha~pastu org salu terpegun tgk kecantikan dia..jeles fiezul ni nnt..alma,,ni kuat mkn..haha~dia salu paksa org mkn pdhal dia on diet..jht!ila salu jd mangsa dia,,spa soh ska sgt diet..haha~nad,,pmpn lemah lembut ni mmg sgt baek..dia 1st kwn aku d kmkn..tasya,,ni bdak x baek..haha~otak kuning btl..tp mmg type aku :)  noryang,,bdak plg sempoi pena aku jmpa..dia salu mnta aku ajar dia bhasa swak n dia sgt cepat tgkp bhsa swak..tgk la spa cgu dia....

p/s: aku plg rndu mrsm kch wlaupn dlu aku bnci mrsm.....d sna aku blja byk bnda bkn pljrn lam buku jak..wlaupn org ckp mrsm kch ni tercorot,,tp aku taw d mrsm kch cgu2 bkn jak mngajar bnda lam buku tp pa yg ada lam khidupan kta..sbb 2 aku bgga jd keluaran mrsm kch!dan aku rndu kwn2 aku..thank god sbb aku ada kwn yg sgt care psl aku

owh bitches!

nih aku maw post semlm tp disbbkn wifi d micet lembab cm kura2 eyh nda siput b*** kot,so aku tpaksa pospon post ne. p/s aku maw post dlm bhsa sbh la.selesa cket aku maw kutuk 2 pmpn.nnt klau ada words swak aku translate dia.blh kmu blja bhsa swak. :))

arinie aku 200% kmpem yg bitches ne mmg maw cri pasal.EVIDENCES?

1) shawl
blh plak dia pkai shawl yg sama ngn besties aku.i mean EXACTLY THE SAME; dr kaler dia,dr corak dia.sda la suru besties aku tlg pkaikn.uina,melampau suda.pastu blh plak ne bla tersermpak ngn aku n besties aku (yg ada shawl yg sama) dia tergedik2 tgur@sapa kami. "hyeeeeee!!" *dgn lenggok bdn dia,kpala dia,mcm maw terputus 2 kepala tyme dia tergedik2..ceh kmi nda terpikat 2 sma kaw.same gender!* haha!pdhal slama ne teda pn kmu maw tegur.sian aku tgk besties aku.kna tmparan hebat ni bha!trus dia blur.haha!ya la ada org p tiru style dia kn.klau kaler len xpa,blh dia pkai lg.tp xpa bha kn.bgs bha 2 dia tiru clothing style.2 mksdnya besties aku ne pkai berpakaian (mmg la suma pndai berpakaian kla nda bugel 2 suma org) mksd aku,,dia STYLO!hehe~
p/s: trus besties aku ne nda maww pkai lg shawl dia.pdhal cntik lg besties aku pkai.dia nda maw pmpn 2 ckp besties aku copy dia plak.sian besties aku 2

2) blouse
aku taw besties aku pnya blouse hot2 nda pyh la bha bli sama pattern n sama kaler.adui!c pindik ni bha.stress aku tinguk.
p/s: cuba kaw tiru clothing style aku.dpt nda??

3) "anjing"
aku nda taw npa tp aku rasa lawak.haha!d mna ada "he" d c2 ada dia.bha,,nda jga kmi maw bwa lari 2 "he" pastu bt bnda nda senonoh!haha!paranoid owh..lek kaw ging,,nda jga kmi maw herebut "he"..so,nda pyh la kmu ssh2 jga dia.nda malu ka kmu ne p terhegeh2 sama dia sdgkn kmu nda taw 2 dia nda brpa suka kmu.adui!dush2! caya la ckp aku.kmu merendahkn martabat kmu sbgai pmpn & aku sbgai seorg pmpn jga berasa tersgt la malu bla kmu bt cmtu.aish!biar aku bg kmu tips..klau maw jd cantik

a)senyum la slalu..nda pyh jeling2 orgsmpai terkeluar bijik mata kmu 2.nda aku heran klau slh sorg dr kmu teda bijik mata.nah!trus nda cantik kmu 2.tp klau kmu maw femes cepat,jeling jak org puas2.pastu bla teda mata suda femes la kmu 2!
b)be happy!jgn kemurungan slalu.klau blja,blja btl2.klau men,men btl2..klau ketawa,ketawa btl2.klau jeling,jeling btl2.
c)blja bt lawak ckit.hehe~aku nda taw la d sklh mna kmu blja bt lawak.malu aku mngaku sbgai bdak mrsm.huhu~kmu kna la bt revision ckit.jgn bt lawak yg org nda phm n ko sorg jak taw ketawa pastu.
d)stop being nerdy!
e)bca la byk mjlh2 remaja pasal tips pakaian,,tips mekap,,tips diet..*oppppsss!ne aku kot.tp aku mls maw diet.aku nda la obese pn.hehe~*
f)just be urself!klau suda brutal 2 jd la brutal.jgn kaw bunuh org suda.nda masuk bha kaw yg brutal jd ayu.nmpak cm pmpn gila nda taw hala tuju.sama jga pakaian,,klau kaw selesa pkai tshirt pkai jak la tshirt.byk jga bha tshirt yg trendy2.klau kaw sesuai lg pkai tudung besa 2,jgn pkai shawl sbb kaw nmpak bida pkai shawl,,seriously
g)klau suda ada gerek jgn flirt laki len.teda org suka pmpn cmtu.sian gerek kaw,,baik plak 2..
  p/s : gerek d cni bmksd bf/gf (bhsa swak),,bkn basikal k!
h)jgn cntik luaran jak.cntik dlmn 2 pntg jga..jd,,jgn cri gaduh ngn org jak taw!

4) mengutuk!
nah kaw!ni yg aku nda thn ne.terang2an bha kaw & ging kaw mngutuk kmi.dpn kmi bkn men baik lg...tp d blkg backstab.apakah??nda aku phm kmu ne.besties aku pkai crocs pn slh ne.biarla bha dia,,....bkn dia mnta kmu tlg byr pn...bkn dia ada hutang ngn kmu pn....dia pkai jam guess pn slh.,,haish!nda aku phm kmu ne.tp kmu copy cara kmi berpakaian..apa bha motif kmu ne sbnrnya?klu desperate sgt maw cntik,,bwa kmi p shoppg...nnt kmi tlg makeover kmu ne..plik aku...aku rsa kmi nda pena kacau idup kmu..kcuali la kmi ada usik kmu then kmu  terasa ka.then face 2 face la!ne nda,,,,kutuk blkg2..then aku pn TERPAKSA mngutuk kmu jga.ataupn kmu neh nda ska cara aku berpakaian d micet?whats wrong with dat??!terlalu seksi ka?terlalu menonjol sgt ka?havoc ka?nda sesuai ka?please,answer me

byk lg evidences tp aku mls maw tulis..penat aku meluah..

p/s : klau ada nda puas ati,,please email me at gryffindor.magicss@hotmail.com
         sori la klau terasa..tp aku rasa spa yg mkn cili dia terasa pedas..xkn org yg nda mkn cili blh rsa pedas
         kn?klau cmtu something wrong la dgn taste bud dia 2.rosak mungkin

Despression Level 10: FuckYouSon or DaughterOfBitches!

Arinie dimulakn dgn senyuman paksaan dan hati paksarela nk ke kuliah (neh tnda2 depression ke or starter of my bad day).ok,fine. Annie, bersemangat okeyh!!nk blja neh. 1st lecture with miss nadia quite bad.mls nk komen lebih2 ye.enough to mention here;it is terrible.fullstop. sori miss


next lecture is physics.we have to present Newtons Law. ok fine the video cannot be played.hate this.then i heard someone said,,no actually my fren heard this


"bg la org len present"
"hah.try r sume player tu."


APEKAH?!shit. I dunno what i've done to you!can u just tell me straight away why all of you treat me like this.n also my fren.bullshit.yeah,i know my group is using the computer for more than half an hour.but we r preparing the slides for our presentation!we have some problem with the video,we have 2 convert it.then it takes a very long time.just put urself in our shoes.what would you feel??myb you have no idea bout that coz u r no human.fuck off.  sorry,this is my blog so i have the right to say anything,to voice out my view.


after lunch, aisya n I went to our room n try to get 192 copies of IELTS exercise. 192 . its a huge amount.then we have to pay RM160 for that.fine im alright.for me,it's tolerable coz it deals with our knowledge. i can pay it as long as my classmates pay me back.is it hard to pay me back?i just ask for rm5.im a commoner,u r the wealthy.i can pay rm160 why cant you pay me rm5?i dont ask for the service taxes,stapling n others..pissed off


then,we had our dinner at cafe..ouh,today is a world depression day!my appetite suddenly disappeared bcoz of those bitches + those suckers.


izyan birthday party.hate those faking smiles. but then we really enjoyed the food and jokes!then AGAIN those bitches destroy our mood!fuck off! i really dont know whats ur probs..can u tell me?i try to be more positive,open minded n cleared up my mind n try to think that its just my feeling,no evidences at all.but the more i push myself,the more u show ur true colour n finally, im 100% confident that all of u 'love' to mess up with me.haha dont make me laugh!okay!lets mess around!


p/s: i still dont get it why u becomes jerky.jealousy?popularity?take it if u want.we dont mind

act.,da ngantok da ku towk..cuma da lamak sik bukak blog ku towk bha,.rindu ndah ngn blog ku towk.huhu
banyak gilak benda da x ku padah ctowk eyh..sik tauk da mok pdh pa rah ctowk..

Lost


I'm afraid,
Afraid of being alone
I reach out in da darkness
& pray for someone to hold me

Angry
I give up
Fate has played its role
He took mi love & all my trust
& burned them up like coal

Tired

The pain's relentless
It just wont go away
& I know now that he is gone
But the tears are here to stay

Confused

there is no where to go
The walls are closing in
I thought we were in love
& now you are even a friend?

Hurt

I try to hide & hold my feelings in
I thought that things would work
But I got screwed again

its always happened to be like that.why would guys play with girl heart?doesnt it hurt them?whatever..


p/s: who will be my soulmate?

cancer

xtauk pa da jd ngn perut ku tk..mala jak saket..msti ada the worse day in each year..its too painful..ariya ku muntah gk..aku xleh mk mkn pon..pa mk jd tk??this stomach ache is killing me..is that just a normal thing or thats the side effect of more terrible disease??i hope not

HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY

"tinggal dlm utan"
"mundur"
"mkn ulam dr utan"
"pompuan gatal"
"rumah atas pokok"
"rumah panjang"
"org ulu"
"nek rakit"

penat da aku dgr kutukan2 neh..blh x jgn kutuk masyarakat sabah n sarawak??benci aku.aku rasa nk tampar je manusia2 yg x berakal neh.even kwn aku sndri pon kutuk..ape pnye kwn la.aku tau la dorg bergurau.tp gurauan ad batasan nye.aku bkn ape.aku mmg la sensitif cket hal2 cmni sbb aku anak malaysia.da bertaun2 aku dgr kutukan2 yg x membina sgt neh so aku stress sbb manusia2 neh xhnti2 kutuk.aku xtau nk bt ape spya mulut manusia neh diam..aku ingt klau aku diam xd la dorg nk kutuk ag..tp ternyata aku salah..mkin galak mulut manusia neh mengutuk..hish...

Tuhan...turunkan la roh kudusMU kpd manusia2 ni spya dorg sedar yg dorg 2 slh

hmm..lelaki (third edition)

[vibrate2] im ur biggest fan im follow u until u love me...papa..........

fleur : halloo...(spe nie eyh??xknl.)
unknown: ni fleur ke?
fleur: ye sy..hmm..(*blurrrr*)
unknown: owh..sy en Imran..arini klas cancel eyh..
fleur: ok!! [*gembira2*] :)
en. Imran: blh x dtg jmpe sy?sbb sy nk arrange kls ganti..kls kte da byk sgt cancel..blh x dtg skrg sbb sy ngah tggu kt blek neh..
fleur: baeklah!! [hang up]

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fleur pn ajak la konco2 nye g jmpe En Imran terchenta yg good-looking tp da kawen.selepas 'date' ngn En Imran,fleur ngn pn sri g ke cafe utk membyr yuran pendaftarn brg2 elektronik.

"fleur,mne pnsri, mdm,tun n dyg citra?dorg xjoin kte jmpe en imran td an."

"da g jmpe kak ita kowt.."

[deringan hp pnsri]

"eyh,,korg ktne??ktorg da nk smpai cafe neh??owh ye ke.laa..ktorg ingtkn korg da g cafe!!soriiieeee!!!!k la..ktorg tggu kt cafe."

so dgn pnuh berlenggangnye fleur n pnsri pn g la ke cafe nk mengisi perut yg da bising n nk melegakn tekak yg terasa perit.

[deringan hp pnsri]

"korg nnt senyap jer tau.ad kisah sdey.t sy citer"

"fleur cbe tgk ni.spe eyh yg sdey?citra eyh?"

"xtau..myb la..dia jer yg hepi2 an."

"kte tggu jer la dorg citer"

**************

"korg.td tun citer #y#* dia kawen ag.da 2 taun kawen tnpa pengetahuan dorg skluarga.korg xheran ke aritu dia blk kl jer tp tetbe dia blk ke kdh plak."

"ye ke??!! ya allah! siannyer..cne leh kantoi plak??"

"sume org da tau kot dr mule2 ag.family sblh laki 2,jiran2,even maid dia pn da tau.bygkn cume mummy n adek bradek dia jer xtau."

"npe maid dia x gtau awl2?"

"laki 2 ugut maid dia la.da la kawen ngn indon.."

"ye ke??msti kne ubat gne2 an..bkn ape,,org indon neh da desperate nk kerakyatn n duet.."

"ye r..spe xnk.kaya plak laki uh.engineer kot.da ad firm sndiri."

"patut r..cis!laki mmg ske sgt berpoligami."

"cne dorg leh bahagi hati dorg kpd byk2 bahagian eyh??ladies leh jer setia kpd yg 1.npe mst nk berpoligami?"

"2 r.nme jer ad 1 nfsu 9 akal..tp pmpn yg ad 9 nafsu 1 akal neh  leh plak setia."

"xtau la...laki an mkin tua mkin gatal..2 r kte prefer kawen ngn laki yg tua cket spya tym dorg da tua kte still mude..xd r dorg nk gatal2 cri pmpn mude."

"jap..npe eyh #y#* tun nk cri len??sdgkn dia da ad wife yg tersgt la lembut.baek plak 2."

"mude kot wife 2nd dia..ye r..wat did u expect from a 55 years old woman?laki neh mmg nk pmpn yg manje2.."

"hish.nme pon lelaki..dlu syg tp ble da tua cri len..habis madu sepah dibuang"

"2 r..cm kak long kte.sian kot ngn dia.bang long salu usik2 nk cri wife len."

"ad mak kpd kwn kte,,sian kot..mse mude lawa.tp ble da beranak ank sulung trus da x terurus da penampilan dia.klau g majlis2,org akn tnye nie org gaji ke?malu kot"

"kte rse an kte kne jga bdn r pas kawen.nk kmpul duet b4 kawen so pas abes jer pantang g slimming centre ke."

"a'ah..kte pon terpkir gk.."

"hish.kte xphm r ngn laki yg ske sgt berpoligami??melayu byk kot..tp xplak berlaku adil"

"ntah la..mybe sbb islam halalkn berpoligami"

"kte tkut kot klau xleh pregnant!sbb nt kte da xd alsn nk tolak klau suami nk madukn kte"

"a'ah!tkut kot"

"eee..tkut la nk kawen cmni!klau kawen nk kne jga suami.klau x suami cri len.nk keje plak tkut suami rse snyi n cri pmpn len."

"2 r.tp klau xkawen pn susah gk..kang ble da tua spe nk jg kte??"

end of discussion.fleur n konco2nye bersiap tuk kuar dr blek ngn harapan semoga dorg berbahagia n jmpe ngn laki yg xkn madukn dorg..hmm,,ni la luahan ati dr ladies2 yg bimbang sal msa depan dorg..ad husband susah,xd husband pon susah..ad lg xgentlemen kt luar sne yg blh dipercayai n mampu baagiakn ladies2 ni??

boy or gurl??

One Of The Boys ~ Katy Perry


I saw a spider, I didn't scream
'Cause I can belch the alphabet
Just double dog, dare me


And I chose guitar over ballet
And I'd take these suckers down
'Cause they just get in my way
The way you look at me
Is kind of like a little sister
Not like a good vice
And it leaves me nothing but blisters

So I don't wanna be one of the boys, one of your guys

Just give me a chance to prove to you tonight
That I just wanna be one of the girls
Pretty in pearls, not one of the boys


So over the summer something changed
I started reading Seventeen and shaving my legs
And I studied Aveda religiously
And I walked right into school
And caught you staring at me


'Cause I know what you know
But now you're gonna have to take a number
It's okay, maybe one dayBut not until you give me my diamond ring



'Cause I don't wanna be one of the boys, one of your guys
Just give me a chance to prove to you tonight
That I just wanna be your homecoming queen
Pin-up poster dream, not one of the boys


I wanna be a flower, not a dirty ring
I wanna smell like roses, not a baseball team
And I swear maybe one day, you're gonna wanna
Make out, make out, make out with me
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be, don't wanna be

'Cause I don't wanna be one of the boys, one of your guys
Just give me a chance to prove to you tonight
That I just wanna be one of the girls
Pretty in pearls, not one of the boys